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12:40pm 06/08/2008
  I stepped outside with father's boots on, feeling the heaviness of his feet in mine. The people in my country's soil then clawed into his boots and pulled me down until I could no longer breathe in anything but dense thick soil and earthworm particles traveling into my mouth.  The spirits of my land traveled through me as well.  They drifted in and out of my body, trading places and laughing, laughing at me and my sad predicament.

The man smelled my skin and laughed. "You smell like fresh meat," he said.  "You smell like you expect to be killed and eaten alive.  What kind of boy would run around this fog like that?"

 The girl knelt down at my feet, pressing her furry costume against my skin.  "Please help me," she said, and kissed one foot.  She kissed the other.  And when I looked down I found both the leather-bottomed shoes gone and bare toes remaining.  They froze in the mountain wind.  At my feet a white wolf with childlike eyes stared up at me, grinned, and ran off with two shoes in her jaws.

As I approached the top of the mountain a white spectacle blinded me for an instant.  When I blinked again I saw a white dragon shifting over the mountain like a layer of foam riding ocean waves.  I could tell by its movement that it was a territorial creature; I could tell that it would fight me before allowing me to press further.

Forms circulated around my body on all sides and I could no longer breathe.  Lungs tight and waist constricted I watched as my skin turned into the color of soil.  I could no longer distinguish my body from the mountain's.

My feet, wearing their newfound bottomed shoes, pressed gently across the soils as not to wake the men clamoring upwards.  But I still felt a shadow trail at my footsteps that did not feel like my own.  As I walked faster the shadow moved behind me as well, sometimes touching my bare skin with sodden ground.

Before I entered the foreign kingdom, a general dressed in black and red wearing white paint asked me who I was and how I came.  I told him about my shoes, about my needle, and about the creature I had slain.  His eyes opened in delight, and he scribbled down my boasts on a parchment of yellow paper.

"This man," he pointed at me, "this man killed our father.  See the blood on his shirt Mother?  See it?  The smell is like one of our own."

My mother's embrace rendered the burns and boils on my skin pristine.

My lying brothers cried when they were forced to walk on the ground without their leather bottomed shoes.  I watched as they, like my father had once, were swallowed by the ground and mouths hungry for stinking flesh.
this comes as a surprise   
06:52pm 07/12/2005
Your Observation Skills Get A B

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)
And it takes something big to distract you!
06:49pm 07/12/2005
You Are Corn on the Cob Soda

Like sucking on a stick of butter
11:39am 15/11/2005
A Basic Survey..57 Questions If you MUST know.
Your mom named you::Sarah Marie Young
Do you like your name?:not really most of the time, its too plain, too boring
Some people call me::Sarah...bitch...I dont know
You were born::yes
State you live in::nc
Righty or Lefty?::right
What is your favorite.....
Type of music?::all kinds
Band?::I dont know
Place to be?::elsewhere
Thing to do::be happy
Person to be with::any friend that doesnt suck
Person to talk to online::eileen I guess. shes the only friend of mine with a whole lot to say, and who doesnt get kicked offline every ten minutes (you know who I'm talking to)
Movie::slc punk!, the crow, pcu, dazed and confused, and a shit ton of other ones
TV Show::lots-whose line, boston public, csi, family guy, the boondocks, the tick, degrassi (I know, I suck, shut up)
Which do you prefer?
Chocolate or Vanilla?::vanilla
Coke or Pepsi?::diet pepsi
Radio or CDs?::depends...cds can get boring but the radio can suck. I switch back and forth
TV or Computer?::both
Dog or Cat?::dog
Good Charlotte or Mest?::good charlotte I guess
Taking Back Sunday or Thursday?::neither
Something Corporate or Coldplay?::neither really
Republican or Democrat?::democrat
AIM or Yahoo?::aim
When was the last time that you...
spun and spun until you fell down? XD::that time I was drinking at joe and jess's when eileen's boyfriend came over and wanted to paint a guitar or something--creepy fucker
Listened to your favorite music?::this morning
Cried?::few days ago when I bashed the shit out of my knee on a door frame- goddamn did that hurt like a fucker
Laughed?::like a minute ago
Hurt someone?::physically? not sure; mentally? theres no telling
Talked about someone behind their back?::last night probably
Told someone you loved them?::last time I talked to my mom-yesterday I think, if not, day before
Hugged someone?::last time I was home-around my birthday
Kissed someone?::been awhile-dont remember exactly
Wanted to kill someone?::haha like 10 minutes ago
Wanted to badly hurt (but not kill XD) someone?::torture? good question...probably yesterday
Embarrassed yourself?::god, I probably did something this morning on campus to embarrass myself
Told a secret about yourself?::I dunno...I tend to keep those to myself, hence the whole secret thing
Told a secret about someone else?::cant remember...but I'm sure they did something shitty and deserved to have people find out. people do a lot of shitty things to me
What was the last....(yes theres a difference between this & the last one)
Word you said?::man
Food you ate?::chik fil a chicken biscuit
Song you danced to?::rupaul-supermodel (work it)
Song you cried because of?::cant remember, was probably johnny cash though
Song you felt happy because of?::the eels-my beloved monster
Ok this is over. Not so bad for a first try, eh?
Did you like the survey?::eh
Will you IM me if you feel like it at xXBenjiful27Xx ?::no
Fuck you. XD:whatever
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You've been totally Bzoink*d
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01:27pm 11/11/2005
mood: cold
I'm cold. and I'm still looking for a roommate. and I'm erally really cold. and I'm watching golden girls. I hope when I'm old, I have good friends like them. oh yeah, and screw gap
05:52pm 06/11/2005
  my mom is a bad influence, but I got some really cute stuff today when we went out shopping. I got this really adorable skirt at target, and a pair of yoga pants. and at the mall, I got a pair of really cute, comfy pajama pants and a long sleeved tshirt type shirt from gap. so comfy. yay.

and I'm watching a show on Trio about male prostitutes. Its interesting...very interesting. and really quite sad. I want hug half these guys. they lead such hard lives and they dont feel like they can get out of this and make a decent life for themselves. poor guys
08:35pm 05/11/2005
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three.


Captain Jack Sparrow


Batman, the Dark Knight


James Bond, Agent 007




Lara Croft


William Wallace


Indiana Jones


El Zorro


The Amazing Spider-Man


Neo, the "One"


The Terminator


Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
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and the hunt begins...   
04:16pm 04/11/2005
mood: lazy
I have now posted a profile on roommates.com. I hope I'll find someone soonish. its really not a bad apartment, especially since all they'd have to furnish is their room. so....wish me luck!
07:49pm 01/11/2005
  I swear to god, look away from something for a minute and someone has swooped in and changed it. and just when I was getting used to it. stupid changing websites. oh well. keeps me on my toes  
10:06pm 31/10/2005
mood: giddy
not one damn trick or treater. I guess I shouldnt be too surprised. but now I'm going to be eating suckers for a year. and my thumb hurts. damn hangnail. my ass is asleep. I've got class tomorrow. I dont want to go. shit. I need to read hamlet. I have to read in class. "get thee to a nunnery." got the last of eileens gift today. she'll like it. my ribs hurt on the left side. like the last time. I took obuprophen. its not helping. ouch. it hurts to breath in. last time it got so bad I couldnt breathe. I couldnt lay down. had to sleep sitting in a chair until I saw a doctor. it was still a few days before it was better. I'm hoping to fix it before it gets too bad. I'm tired. I'm not touching the devil. I'd like to learn to play rock lobster on the guitar....rock lobster! naughty girls need love too. I'm really tired. smarties and dumd dums. I'm surrounded by them. and holy hell do I love whose line reruns
I love eileen   
07:37pm 30/10/2005
mood: giggly
seamonkologist (7:33:16 PM): man, with my luck, I'd be sitting here all gross and sticky from bbq sauce and like, some really hot guy would come knocking or something. I'm surprised it hasnt happened yet
dustyfootprint (7:35:10 PM): haha, well, if a hot guy comes you can always ask him in under the guise of needing some help "cleaning up"
dustyfootprint (7:35:18 PM): im sure theres more than one porno out there like that

I laughed so fucking hard at that. good times man...good times...
05:34pm 29/10/2005
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08:15pm 26/10/2005
mood: scared
so I've already told like everyone but now for people who randomly find my journal....AAHHHH!!!! the cab driver was hitting on me! like, seriously...he was saying something about my chest tattoos and then asked if my husband liked them (I guess he noticed my class ring and thought it was a wedding ring). I said I wasnt married. so he asked how old I was. I said 20. he said I looked a lot younger. thanks I guess...so then he said he should take me out...I laughed that sort of like nervous little "I have nothing to say to that" laugh and he asked why I was laughing, and then was like "oh I see, you dont date brothas" (he was black, obviously)...I said thats not it. so he was like "oh, its because I'm african" (he had a thick african accent) and I said no...I just dont date a lot....so for the rest of the ride home, he kept flirting....and then when we got here he asked for my number. I told him I dont think I'm up for a date, paid him, and left. creepy! and he knows where I live! ack! but now my door is shut and locked. so I think its okay. *sigh* the perils of being so damned beautiful.....pft...even I couldnt keep a straight face just then
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08:30pm 25/10/2005
mood: cheerful
I LOVE the movie Matilda. such a great movie. I'm having another one of those good nights. everything feels nice right about now. yay. I love this feeling
02:53pm 25/10/2005
mood: pessimistic
its very possible I just failed my developmental test. I'm keeping my fingers crossed though. some of I I knew for sure (thank you review session) but some of it I had like never even heard of. I hope I didnt do too bad. and I promise I'll go to all my classes and really take notes and pay attention from here on out.
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11:46am 23/10/2005
mood: ecstatic
FASION PLATES!     OH MY GOD.....does anyone remember these? I LOVED them. seriously, they were awesome. if you dont know what I'm talking about, look them up. they were kick ass. SO FUCKING KICK ASS
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05:17pm 20/10/2005
mood: happy
yay! my neighbor isnt dead. that makes me really really happy
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thought for the day   
11:03am 19/10/2005
  if someone you knew once upon a time was on daethrow and they had no family to speak of...if they asked you to be there when they were put to death, could you do that?  
10:59am 19/10/2005
  Montgomery Scott from Star Trek
Montgomery Scott from Star Trek. You are the master
of repair and time management.
10:31am 19/10/2005
My outercourse activity is snuggling!

I've gotta say, I was surpried by this outcome